Saturday, May 15, 2010

CC Minus 473: Dreaming of Retirement

First time I actually had a dream about retirement. So we had the farewell lunch (no details about that) and then I left (no details about that either). That was it, however the next day I woke up and realized that in all the excitement I hadn't cleared out my desk. Nothing. Then there was a complicated series of steps to try to get back "in" to get my things. By the time I jumped all the necessary hurdles, some of my things had been boxed up, most was missing. I was not happy.
Lots of potential hidden and dark messages buried in here:
- if I leave will I lose all my capabilities to do anything?
- will I be able to get back "in" to doing any work, if I want to?
- will I be so disorganized when I leave that I won't pack up my stuff?
- am I so disorganized now, that I wouldn't prepare for this event?
Oh boy ... lots to process !

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